Summer Monday in March.....

Friends,

Hi, hope all had a good weekend. It was OK for me, the weather was awesome.

I did bring a "cath at home" kit from the doc and honestly was NOT looking forward to my first at home experience. Well....I did it last night and it was a piece of cake! No pain or problems to speak of at all! But...this morning I could not pee and decided I should cath again to make sure there was not a big problem. Things did not get better as the day progressed. I did go to work and came home for lunch to cath again as all morning long it was painful and very much a strain for a very small amount. As the day went on, I think it got better so far as volume is concern but it is still very painful when I go. I will take an anti-spasm med tonite and hope to rest and that tomorrow will be a better day. I'll let ya know.

Some days are difficult and some time I find myself feeling sad or even sorry for myself ~~ if only for a few minutes. Some folks ask me how do you deal with all of the "stuff" you have gone through. Well, I think it is all about FAITH friends....faith in God first of all, faith in your doctors and medicine and faith in yourself that you are doing the right thing.

You know how a Moma wants to fret....mine is no different. Have talked to her often and what I told her the other day...when I feel like I am falling, the "net" I fall into is that fact that I do not have cancer anymore and how many people in the world would give anything to be able to say that? I am BLESSED....and I have faith that someday I will be back to normal again...as normal as I ever was I reckon.

By the way.....did you see the Energizer Bunny in the moon tonight....Im betting somebody did!

Thank you all for loving me.....I love you back!

Thank You Lord for Your Blessings on Me
Mike